My hubbz made me the best b-fast ever. Made me very happy to have b-fast made for me it was so warm, buttery and tasted really good! yummm!. Im here listening to Brittany Spears on Pandora. I think I will buy her ablum on the 15th of March. Im also watching The Maiden Heist its really funny and trying to plan Chads B-day. I love my Long hair but im thinking about chopping it and coloring it. I just need to find a good stylist. Being that I'm mixed races it difficult for someone to understand my hair. Today I will be attending Ashly's birthday in Fairlawn at the American Legion 171. I just hope and pray it doesn't snow. Mom wants me to take her to grandmas grave site but I'm not emotionally ready To go there & especially with her. Most girls/ woman grow closer to their mom & I'm growing apart. It hurts me but she's in her own world with her own kids I'm 24 years older than my siblings nor do i live with her. I'm not apart of her life. and I hatw when i get a call from her because its only when I'm needed. When I do visit its for my daughters sake. I'm everything she isn't. But she's my mom and I will always love her. She's try her best with me I know she didn't have support from anyone. But it's just rough for me to get over hard childhood moments thay i had with hef That i should not have. Especially having a daughter of my own I dont understand some of the things she did?? Love me or Hate me