Even when your faith is broken. Say what you need to say. Say what you want to say.

27 January 2011

When will it be my day again?

Tryng stay positive, I feel like a horse running in a race track Expect I never get to finish. I just keep running around in a circle. God knows im a good person I mean well for others. When is it my turn?  When am I going to be settle with my life.  I do love my life I wouldnt trade it, Again I know Im blessed, I know there are people with far more worst.

There was a point in my life where I felt sooo on track... my mind set was at 100% and Now Im the total opposite. I feel like im reall depressed.  I have such bad days where I do nothing but cry my eyes out.

I truly miss my Grandma: TO THE WOMEN WHO GAVE ME LOVE WHEN NO ONE ELSE DID. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU. Because of you I’m able to Love back. BECAUSE OF YOU you will live in my heart, You live the in sunshine that hits my face, you are my sunshine my only sunshine. Because of you, I have no fears not even death itself.until we meet again.. For the most part I remain strong but inside I cry.never to talk to you again hurts.Nevertheless Because of you I’m strong. THANK YOU! no ones perfect forgive my mistakes. Love you grandma!


Your Day Will Come
Sometimes it seems like
you'll never have what
you want. But you will!
The dreams you've
been wishing for are
within your reach;
all you have to do is
stretch! What you've
been hoping for is
about to happen; just
let it! And all your hard
work will pay off; just
watch! Take heart! The
beautiful future you've
Imagined is ready
to unfold.













I Need New Surrounds New friends,New Job, I need positive people around me > not followers, not haters, not depressed people.

I know what I need I can not seem to find any of it...Where are the happy people? I need happiness to flock toward me.

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