Minor set back

Unfortunately, I was unable to register there wasnt any courses available for me, due to my Work schedule. It made me very sad. Because this was the fiffth attempt to get this done, just to give you an example I went down to the college earlier that day Annnd there was a fire drill! So I drive pass errbody standing outside, I'm like shit great my luck, I find park determine to get this done. They tell me to come back in two hours because their systems were down?ahhhh!!!! Then I go back & no more classes. Am I the failure?!?

I'm still pissed off. I run into thee most ignorant people in thee world. My belongings been stuffed in storage for two years. All due to these damn ppl. in Dover NJ that didn't want to sign the closing On the house after they made sure we were going to be there in the lawyers office, on august 28, 2009 we were patiently , Happily waiting for the sellers to walk in the door for hours. just to find out that they wasn't ready to close just because. End result- me not getting my Dream House.forcing us to throw my shit in storage and. Moved out of my 1,720sq ft Condo.

I think I'm going thru pre-menopausal... Got Sudden Mood changes, night sweats, hot flashes, what I feel like Arthritis in my hands... Am I falling apart?

And im fed up with my job,Work gets on my nerves, no raises, a lot of fast hard work. To complete everything just to come back and have the same shit piled up on my desk. And I don't mind hard work it makes my days goes faster. I just dislike the people treat me like I don't do nothing?!? Ummmm whatever..... I've been overcoming the urges to smack CommonSense into these ignorant individuals...


My grandmother passing Jan.5th. Made me grow up a little bit more. I'm glad I got to see her a day before she moved along to her next journey. I have regrets of could've and should've Of what i should done when she was here, but i have to remain positive. Really, don't know what in store for me anymore all I can do is push forward....there were times when you couldn't find me not smiling and nowadays, smiling is a treat to myself......evening buying myself something takes about 45 min. I can not decide if I need it, or deserve it. I'm want to learning how to let go. Love me or Hate me