Even when your faith is broken. Say what you need to say. Say what you want to say.

23 January 2011

Need to find my happy place I need a hobby

Yesterday I discover grandmother went back home. Remembering walking is great exercise. Needing to stay focus on my five year plan. I'm losing focus on my prize. Praying that god can restore me My Faith I'm feeling to lose my focus again due to certain loved ones. I don't keep friends around due to fakeness, lies& jealously. How do you stop love ones from hurting you worst then friends. Hates when ppl try to help you out with a problem when all their going to do is rub in, what they did for you. I can say I hate myself for never learning my lesson,Speaking on lesson I will be starting swimming lesson I need a hobby. To much of nothing and work creates a borning me, how fun? I'm human I need an outlet to release some steam. I am human, I need some self happiness. I'm done of such a strict borning schedule.

I would like to plan a trip on Disney Dream Cruise.

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