Hatred and misery is knocking. I aint letting it in. Still being positive trying hard on the daily basis on not to turn dislike into Hate... Making Drastic changes not because I Want to but because I Have to. I'm sick and TRIED of the people I love Turn against me. Especially when I actually make an effort to Always be there for them. I don't tolerate Bullshit. I tell it like it is and I take initiative And FULL responsibility.. I've been letting misery talk to me and making me feel down, but I'm a fighter I'll win this match .
Like always its all about her so she feels like shes the only one hurting, but we both lost an important person in our lives...but I'm finish of being mentally attack by my creator. Because I didnt do something to her satisfaction or her agreement. Everyone thinks I'm lucky -- You just never know the dark side. Never assume something for anybody, until you've walk in their shoes and wash their socks
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I am the way I am, because of who I was. Love me or Hate me. Call me Angelina bcus the Angie you knew is out the door. Really feel that I'm way to nice, how much can a person take? Month after month, year after year. Same ole shit same ole people.
Random:I want a house in a country setting wanted this since a child... some little girls dream of getting married in a white dress and I was dreaming of a White wooden 8 bedroom house with a 3 acers of land beautified green grass, while I sit on my wrap around porch in warm weather slipping on Lemonade watching my dogs running around a Willow tree chasing my kids...... but Im sadly realizing life is Nothing like I thought. Hopefully my time will come. Until then.Until then.
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